Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Beaking down inside


So, one hits a bump in the road and all aspects in life seem to alter. Its one thing to write about things that are purely homosexual in nature however what I seemed to have realised is that gay or not we as humans still face things that are similiar no matter the creed, color or sexual preference.

Loss is like mathematics, its the same in every language.

Is this what binds us all so inexplicably together, our ability to feel loss? Are we compassionate of each others pains? Or is it true to say you cant count on people to care about your problems, they only care about their own? Maybe its all true. Maybe we need to identify with others pain to feel it, to make it as real as our own. I have always tried to identify with the pain others feel. I have always tried to live as compassionately as possible. I seemed to have lost all priority of who I am and where I am heading. I have been running all over the world to try find my place and in the end I have landed up right back in the house, the room I grew up in. Have I come full circle or is it a case of two steps forward three steps back? Although I am essentially home, I dont know where I am when home is no longer the same place as I remember it.


"His feelings he hides, his dreams he cant find
he's loosing his mind,
he's falling behind,
he cant find his place, he's loosing his faith,
he's falling from grace,
he's all over the place..."


....I want to go home

9 comments:

said...

馬丁路德:「即使知道明天世界即將毀滅,我仍願在今天種下一棵小樹。」............................................................

楊儀卉 said...

You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person.............................................................

江桂宸江桂宸 said...

認識自己,是發現妳的真性格、掌握妳的命運、創照你前程的根源。............................................................

瑩凱 said...

Poverty is stranger to industry.............................................................

Leanne Rees said...

'Loss is like mathematics, its the same in every language' - that has got to be one of the best literary lines i've read in my whole life

宮惠如宮惠如 said...

最敏捷的,未必贏得競賽:最強大的,未必贏得戰爭:時間與機會才是主人................................................

RicoLisi0802志竹 said...

It is easier to get than to keep it.......................................................................

小袁璇 said...

人生中最好的禮物就是屬於自己的一部份..................................................

雅王任 said...

所有的資產,在不被諒解時,都成了負債.................................................................

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