Friday, June 11, 2010

Ghosts of Lovers Past. "M"

So, my head is as big as it will get and I have a mighty bush. My gay dick has come to the end of all it will develop while in gay puberty.


"M" is for Milk... its good for the bones! It makes them strong feeding them with the rich calcium. I needed to be a little stronger now. Being emotionally slutty is by far the worst thing I can do to myself. Dont give your heart away too quickly...I would recommend giving your ass up first, and then again, and then again and then maybe, just maybe one can consider if their heart is up for offer. My final story is just that, I gave up my identity I thought I was creating for myself in hopes that I could have a life with someone that was just way too good to be true however he was one of those guys that wanted to carry me on his shoulders but never really ducked when we would walk under a bridge, boom!!!

Its really my own fault because I'm not a guy that wants to be carried. I like my independence, I like doing what I want, I like not answering to anyone.






You know, last night I was talking to a friend about relationships and at one point she said to me... "Juanne, you meet these guys and you give them your all, you show them that you are a wonderful person and then...ummmm.....I dont know what happened to you in the past...but... then you change and you stop trusting them... what happened that you cant trust people...?" Its something that stuck with me the entire night. Is this true? Do I have trust issues? I like to take my life and write it in a way that will be comical in its delivery but for the first time its not funny anymore...

13 comments:

SteveA said...

The second paragraph sums me up as well...I don't really like explaining myself to anyone - I am free and my own person.

Also - in a relationship I just jump in heart first and when this happens you always get hurt - it's my nature - it's just who I am - and I would continue to be that way - not by design - but by default,,,,

garner said...

友誼能增進快樂,減少痛苦 ............................................................

boy wonder said...

wow..I think we are kind of similar..I think you might like my blog.

家賢 said...

Many a true word is spoken in jest...................................................................

明文吳 said...

您的部落格文章真棒!!有空我一定會常來逛!! ......................................................................

saas said...

人因夢想而偉大,要堅持自己的理想哦......................................................................

李哲維 said...

成熟,就是有能力適應生活中的模糊。....................................................................

佳蓉佳蓉 said...

成熟,就是有能力適應生活中的模糊。.................................................................

雲亨雲亨雲亨 said...

向著星球長驅直進的人,反比踟躕在峽路上的人,更容易達到目的。............................................................

芸茂芸茂 said...

安安!剛開始玩這個,來這裡逛一下^^............................................................

ju吳phe宇te佳ns said...

噴泉的高度,不會超過它的源頭。一個人的事業也是如此,它的成就絕不會超過自己的信念。.................................................................

雲亨雲亨雲亨 said...

教育的目的,不在應該思考什麼,而是教吾人怎樣思考............................................................

Juanne de Abreu said...

感谢所有的意见...发送来自亚洲一些爱我的歌迷。

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